I stole it off 's journal XD

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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find 4th line.
"She considered herself complimented in the highest way and also realized the potential danger that came with that compliment." Servant Of The Shard, R.A.Salvatore.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
air... Ohh the light switch? ^^ that's better. All dark.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The Golden Globe awards as an excuse to be up past midnight (To talk to Kai XD) the last thing I actually WATCHED was Battle Star Galactica. (GUYAS! XD)

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
3:30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
3:21

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Meh Sissey Kai typing over AIM... wait... that's the comp... err... my fan and the radio?

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Walking home from the busstop... I got drenched in the COLDEST rain to ever spill from the heavens...

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
The coffee maker...

9. What are you wearing?
Tourqoise sweatpants, a Doors T-Shirt, under a ratted gray hoodie. It's COLD here in MI!

10. Did you dream last night?
You don't want to know XD

11. When did you last laugh?
a few seconds ago at the sheer idiocy that can be my boyfriend.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Two plaques with chinese for Wisdom and Prosperity, a jade dragon thingy, and a small painting of roses. Also a HUGE golden oriental fan... ... ... ...And the scribbles courtesy of my 5 y/o brother --;;!!!!

13. Seen anything weird lately?
I live with 'Khan-sama' (meh dad Tim). That's enough weird for a whole lifetime XD

14. What do you think of this quiz?
*shrug*

15. What is the last film you saw?
*blink...* I've seen snipets of so many lately... I think last was Alexander The Great? (yum. Jared Leto... kissing a guy... YOAI! *nosebleed*)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
... Move to Descanso, buy a few Gypsy Vanners, and get myself into the best forensics colledge I can find.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
If I wanted you to know it I would have told you. --;;

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Don't get me started.

19. Do you like to dance?
I love to dance! Do other people like me to dance? Yes and no...

20. George Bush:
*shurg* I don't do politics, I don't care one way or the other.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Not having children, But maybe Alice?

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Not having children, but likely Vincent, Byron, Blayne... something Olde-fasioned like that.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
If abroad ment living with my sister, yes.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
o0 0o "what are YOU doing here?"

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
I only associate with one person on DA and I got this thing off her XD

I found this on a christmas joke site... It's not funny in the least, but it's definately worth a read. My friends know I'm no sentimental person, but this made me misty-eyed.


Merry Christmas, My Friend


'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,
In a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone.
I had come down the chimney, with presents to give
and to see just who in this home did live.

As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,
no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.
No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand.
On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land.

With medals and badges, awards of all kind,
a sobering thought soon came to my mind.
For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen.
This was the home of a U.S. Marine.

I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more,
so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door.
And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone,
Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home.

He seemed so gentle, his face so serene,
Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine.
Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read?
Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed?

His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face tan.
I soon understood, this was more than a man.
For I realized the families that I saw that night,
owed their lives to these men, who were willing to fight.

Soon around the Nation, the children would play,
And grown-ups would celebrate on a bright Christmas day.
They all enjoyed freedom, each month and all year,
because of Marines like this one lying here.

I couldn’t help wonder how many lay alone,
on a cold Christmas Eve, in a land far from home.
Just the very thought brought a tear to my eye.
I dropped to my knees and I started to cry.

He must have awoken, for I heard a rough voice,
"Santa, don't cry, this life is my choice
I fight for freedom, I don't ask for more.
My life is my God, my country, my Corps."

With that he rolled over, drifted off into sleep,
I couldn't control it, I continued to weep.

I watched him for hours, so silent and still.
I noticed he shivered from the cold night's chill.
So I took off my jacket, the one made of red,
and covered this Marine from his toes to his head.
Then I put on his T-shirt of scarlet and gold,
with an eagle, globe and achor emblazoned so bold.
And although it barely fit me, I began to swell with pride,
and for one shining moment, I was Marine Corps deep inside.

I didn't want to leave him so quiet in the night,
this guardian of honor so willing to fight.
But half asleep he rolled over, and in a voice clean and pure,
said "Carry on, Santa, it's Christmas Day, all secure."
One look at my watch and I knew he was right,
Merry Christmas my friend, Semper Fi and goodnight.

(*note* Semper Fi is the marine motto. Latin for "forever faithful")

I'm gonna die.

Kai got grounded.

For 2 days.

She's my life, my everything. She's my WORLD I can't live without her...

T_T (<-- I'm actually crying, too!)

Every emotion imaginable is going through my head.

I just got sent a picture from "the boiz" of me, that isn't on a computer.

I never scanned it. ever. On any computer. They couldn't even have hacked a computer to get it, because it's in a photo alblum, in my parent's closet.

The only way that Hyde could have that pic, is if he was IN my house.

Which is impossible.

And he's sounding like one of those cliche' child molesters in his emails, which I've stopped replying to.

And he sent me a "baby pic" of my friend Sarah, but it wasn't of her (I hope)

My friends are, slowly but surely, starting to email me one by one. First Miya, then Toshiya, then Zhang-Sama. Still waiting on Kyo, and I only want an apology from Hyde for DARING to hurt Zhang-sama and my "sister", Kai. After that, I'm not sure if I ever want to hear from him ever again. He hit me where it hurts. My friends.

Z-Sama and I almost cried when he emailed me, apoligizing for the things he said to me, and getting drunk in the first place. He has a crush on me apparently. Too bad nothing can ever, ever come of it. He's 18 and in Japan, and I'm 14 and in america. Not to mention I know I'd just break his heart and soul if I tried to be at his side. I've already left him not only in tears, but just plain crushed 3 times already.

But Gods do I love him.